it’s my birthday!!!!
also my cousin caleb is super cool
so we are gonna hang out for my birthday! :)
i was working on my apps and cover letters in a starbucks
and this cute guy came and sat near me
and i was kinda keeping an eye on him bc why not
and then he like dropped his coffee and ninja caught it
so i said, nice catch man
and he was like . thanks, could i buy you a coffee?
and i said sure
and he got me coffee and then i ignored all my crap and talked with this guy for a few hours
and then he was like i should get you dinner because your birthday is tomorrow
and so we went to the pub next door and he got me some drinks and some food
and he was really nice
and i might call him later, actually.
that was a really nice time. :)
my birthday is on thursday
and i am like really bummed because i have ZERO plans because i have no friends here
like i literally have zero friends in sacramento and it is sort of depressing how pathetic my birthday is going to be.
i don’t know where to go and what to do for it, but i cannot just sit at home because i will not be that ridiculous
i need to find people here though so it’s not so depressing
so i quit my job today
and i am pretty relieved about that, tbh
but also pretty bummed
- man i sucked at sales
- i was so stressed
- no money
- long hours
- did i mention how bad i was and no money??
- i had awesome coworkers
- i could sleep in
- coworkers were so great
- and were an awesome support system
- and were just generally awesome
but now i am done with it and it sort of sucks because as good as intentions are, they work weird days and have weird hours and the odds aren’t in our favor
also sad bc i didn’t really get to say goodbye to anyone. i only said bye to my team leader and my boss. that’s it.
and, like, i didn’t tell everyone i was quitting, I just did it because i didn’t want to make everyone feel bad before hitting the field and so i didn’t get to say goodbye and now i am pretty sad about that.
but now i can focus on getting a job that i can earn real amounts of money and hopefully not suck at it.
i really like the idea of a fantasy setting but in modern times. elves on smart phones and taking pictures for their instagram. dwarves getting into console wars and calling each other casual gamers. mages casting dangerous spells for the vine. i want it.
"Dude I dunno, necromancy is pretty fucked up." "Do it for the vine."
I can imagine elves would always be hanging out at starbucks