also my cousin caleb is super cool

so we are gonna hang out for my birthday! :) 

i was working on my apps and cover letters in a starbucks

and this cute guy came and sat near me

and i was kinda keeping an eye on him bc why not

and then he like dropped his coffee and ninja caught it 

so i said, nice catch man

and he was like . thanks, could i buy you a coffee?

and i said sure

and he got me coffee and then i ignored all my crap and talked with this guy for a few hours 

and then he was like i should get you dinner because your birthday is tomorrow 

and so we went to the pub next door and he got me some drinks and some food 

and he was really nice

and i might call him later, actually. 

that was a really nice time. :) 

my birthday is on thursday

and i am like really bummed because i have ZERO plans because i have no friends here

like i literally have zero friends in sacramento and it is sort of depressing how pathetic my birthday is going to be. 

i don’t know where to go and what to do for it, but i cannot just sit at home because i will not be that ridiculous

i need to find people here though so it’s not so depressing


so i quit my job today

and i am pretty relieved about that, tbh

but also pretty bummed

relieved bc: 

  • man i sucked at sales
  • i was so stressed
  • no money
  • long hours
  • did i mention how bad i was and no money??

bummed bc: 

  • i had awesome coworkers
  • i could sleep in
  • coworkers were so great
  • and were an awesome support system
  • and were just  generally awesome

but now i am done with it and it sort of sucks because as good as intentions are, they work weird days and have weird hours and the odds aren’t in our favor

also sad bc i didn’t really get to say goodbye to anyone. i only said bye to my team leader and my boss. that’s it. 

and, like, i didn’t tell everyone i was quitting, I just did it because i didn’t want to make everyone feel bad before hitting the field and so i didn’t get to say goodbye and now i am pretty sad about that. 


but now i can focus on getting a job that i can earn real amounts of money and hopefully not suck at it. 





i really like the idea of a fantasy setting but in modern times. elves on smart phones and taking pictures for their instagram. dwarves getting into console wars and calling each other casual gamers. mages casting dangerous spells for the vine. i want it.

"Dude I dunno, necromancy is pretty fucked up." "Do it for the vine."

I can imagine elves would always be hanging out at starbucks

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